When did this happen?

by Tessarai Nunn
(Huber Height,Ohio, U.S.A)

When i met him, everything was great.
When i loved him, everything was fine.
When i met the real him, Everything was ok.
When i cried tears, everything was bad.
When i let him go, thats when i did it.
That when i put the gun to my head, and pulled the trigger.