~Plz Hold~

by Aly Mae Rae
(Sioux Falls, SD, USA)

The clouds are dark in this cold, lonely world, through all these broken memories. I feel the same way i felt along time ago, under the heavy weight of my responsibility it all came back in a short, scary dream. What i had&what i lost. It all came back again, hunting me! The past became present&my new reality. The lights are fading&i prepare for the end! The end, i have been waiting for way too long! I close my eyes&wait after this! I won't be me again. I won't be a living thing. Just a dead corpse. Why is this hurting? Regret bites my heart. I regret everything i've done in this short life, but why am i still hurting, when i know its my last day in this cursed, old house. Death is just a whisper away. I look at the empty pill bottles on the floor&then drink some more of the strong liquid in the glass as it burns my throat. My eyes widen O.O in shock. Oh, God, what have i done? I grab my phone&hit some numbers in as my vision is starting to blur. The air i breath feels dry&cold. The last words i heard was 911, plz hold!!! ~_~ Aly Mae Rae 7/22/2011