My Blade
by Mariah
(Denver, Colorado)
Temptation
Sitting right in front of me
I'm reaching for it
Because i hope
That it will set me free
People tell me it only causes pain
What they dont know?
It makes the pain go away
It's my release from the lies, from the hate
I know its not the best way
But it's my way
I have to do it
So let me be
So i can free myself from this life
Thats hardly a life at all