lost myself

by Caeli
(Roxborough)

blood rushes, and rushes from my eyes
I let out tiny, broken cries
is there really beauty in this painful life?
is there really pain in this dull, sharp knife?
And suddenly I just can't breathe
My mind saw it coming, my heart can't believe
I've lost my mind, and I lost it for good
I've lost my soul in these deep, dark woods
I cut, mourn, sit and cry
I've lost my heart, it's time to die.