I held on...to the end.
by wifey
I never gave up hope...hope that your new love would somehow release you back to me, back to us! I was nieve!!! I thought It was something I could help you beat! Now all I feel is defeat......you used to tell me my love was your drug? I used to treat you like a thug, for that I am sorry for I could not have known...the pain you were feeling was worse than my selfish own. I saw you as weak when you chose it over me...now I understand, NOW I SEE! I gave you all that I was, all that I had. It was never enough.. you still were so sad :"( please forgive me? Not for what I've done but for what I didn't do. I DIDN'T HELP YOU! The love you fed me was the greatest I ever tasted. But in the end what was it for? Cuz it all got wasted... a life so beautiful and vibrant, that's what you were to me. Then one evening I let myself sleep. I should've been watching you, I shouldn't have closed my eyes. For when I awoke? It was to my worst dispise. I forced my way in begging for it not to be... please god no... don't take him from me :( never will I forget the look on your face, the color of your skin and then the needle! That damn needle! It had taken my place!!!! R.I.P. my love....keep our son safe!!! untill my time comes that I may be with you both in that special place. Click here to read or post comments.
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