Cut the wrists of your life

by Caeli
(Roxborough)

I've been running and running for all these years
From an unknown panic of mental fears
Wandering around lost and afraid
Cleaning the mess that you all made
I look around, then wonder why
I let you in as the year went by
I look around and wonder why
Why did I have to be so shy?!
Why couldn't I have just said no?
The relief now it would show
I look around, then pick up this knife
And cut the wrists of my life