Bleeding myself to death

by Shakira Dawe
(Barbados)

One last Kiss
One last hug
Would tell the things I'VE never dreamed of
Its over baby!,
The love is gone!,
There's nothing else we have going on!.
I cried as I thought of those hurtful words and how they ripped through my skin and nailed through my heart.
I wish u would come back, some thing i said in silence, I dread the day u left me, I said as I started to bleed.
Why did I hurt you?,
Why did u not fight for me?, for I thought there was at least some love left inside.
So i sat there in the dark with a knife aiming at my heart, saying out loud how i wish this would never happen but it did anyways, and i cant do nothing, to bring u back to me to repair the broken glasses shattered inside.
I still love you, I still care all, i wished for is dat u were here to stop me from doin something dats going to kill us both well me mostly and u would probably just feel bad.
So i count down from 10,
10-9-8-7-6-5-4-3-2-1 and i said goodbye life for i have lived you and now i cant live you no more. So I took the knife and quickly put it through my heart while i was cryin for u
Who i thought loved me, but again i was mistaken.