Becuase of you

by angie smirnoff
(aurora)

Even though i miss you
and everytime i see you i want to kiss you
doesnt mean i wont hurt you
Even then i will betray you
You fucked me over
Broke my heart
and just becuase your done with the other girl doesnt mean we have a freash start
you hurt me, made me cry
the ecscrushiating pain made me want to die
and now that i know i was just ur "back up"
makes me want to forget you ever exsisted
but yet with out you id be sick and twisted
the pain and non-sence you put me through
i still dont get why i miss you
all you did was pretend to love me
i didnt understand why
you left with the whole thing a lie
im not just a mess
im a reck
and becuase of that
ill never be the same
becuase of you
i am no longer sane
you left me disfunctional, fucked up in the brain
you cant say you love me becuase your love is just a lie
even thinking of the pain, makes me want to cry
you left me broken and unprepaired wth my heart
becuase of you
i always fall apart
seeing you so happy with her makes me want to scream why couldnt you love her like me?
all i did was give you my all!
a place to sleep and helped you when you'd fall.
you screwed me over, and put me back in a dark place
left me with madness in a sad disgrace. devistation took your place.
i thought you were diffent rare and profound. but you left me in darkness, the only place ive ever found